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My new years resolution is to destroy everything that makes this world fucking suck. Here's my list:
1. Jared Leto.
2. 30 Seconds To mars.
3. Jared Leto.
4. Alt. Press.
5. Jared Leto.
6. AFI.
7. Aiden.
8. Fast Food, because it's nasty.
9. RISE AGAINST.
10. Bros, Meatheads, or whatever you want to call them.
11. PETA
12. Thomas Edison
13. Public Schools for not educating our kids, so we can live in a better world.
14. Fuck you.
15. The Scene.
16. Ice.
17. Ravers.
18. Religion.
19. Punks who sit there and do nothing but listen to anti flag and feel like they are helping support the democrats on getting rid of Bush. ( nothing against democrats or republicans).
20. Iain Grahamcicle
...Other than that, I love you.
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[24 Dec 2006|01:27am] |
Well guys,
i made it to 18!!!!!!
love, Joshua.
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[29 Nov 2006|10:08pm] |
Dear mr. livejournal,
I'm sorry i neglected you. I deleted my myspace. Just for you. =)
In other news, i deleted my myspace. so if you need me call me, or even do Im me. Sonnnnicboom.
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[13 Oct 2006|06:58pm] |
We drank bottled water together and talked business.
I think I played the right moves.
You were lookin' over my shoulder,
as I went through the motions of another night,
And it was alright,
'cause I thought I knew who everybody was just by lookin' at them.
My heart is anywhere but here,
and how tired I was from the past couple of weeks,
From the past couple of years.
Well, it hit me all at once,
On a balcony overlooking nothing,
With snow falling all around,
Well I, I called just to say "Goodnight".
And you hadn't done anything wrong,
And know, really, really, it's me not you.
I can't believe how naive I was to think things could ever be so simple,
And can you live with what you know about yourself,
When you're all alone, behind closed doors?
The things we never said, but we always knew were right there.
It's got me on my knees in a bathroom,
Praying to a God that I don't even believe in,
"Well, dear Jesus, are you listening?
If this is the one chance that really matters,
Well, don't let me fuck this up.
If you'd told me about all this when I was fifteen,
I never would have believed it."
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[03 Oct 2006|11:11am] |
my birthday is in less than three months.
im going to have a big party for it.
another big party will be the thanksgiven party
yep. i'll be eightteen and then i'll have had this for three years.
so yyeah. keep watchin for the news of the parties!
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[20 Aug 2006|05:32pm] |
shit im a senior....... two things...
DECEMEBER=18( by the way, i am having a large party, there will be steak...)
COLLEGE= SANTA CRUZ?
and by the end of the year....
This will be gone.
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everybody is leaving...... Time paradox?
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[03 Aug 2006|12:07am] |
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hey there deliah~ plain white t's... check it out. |
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wow... i sit here on my couch. im a senior and ill be done with school in a matter of seconds. and what do i have that came from it. i barely have friends at school. my grades are something i laugh at. and im lonely. this isnt what i wanted to happen. this isnt what i imagined when i was ten.... man. i mean yeah i interned at drive thru. thats sweet but thats all i really have that i can be really proud of. shit. i dont know what to do.no bands. no nothing, i havent done anything. well... i dont know where i will be or what will be with me. but everything sucks.=(
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[19 Jul 2006|10:58pm] |
the number one cause of polutition is........
cattle.
yep. cattle. Global Warming my ass... Kill a cow, save the planet.
love,
Josh de ska.
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[18 Jul 2006|11:38pm] |
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people.... help me remember who i was.....tell me something about me please.... i need everyones help.
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[04 Jul 2006|10:56pm] |
happy forth everyone. My throat is going to fall out.
im going to shoot myself.
HMD.
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[25 May 2006|05:21pm] |
Aspiring Filmmakers... be a part of the TEN mini-documentary!
Are you going to one of The Early November's record release shows on July 11th at the Trocadero in Philadelphia or on July 13th at the Chain Reaction in Anaheim? Well here is your chance to be part of a mini-documentary about the shows! We're looking for 3 people at each show to record video footage of the band and their performance. You will get to go behind-the-scenes to meet and interview the band, talk to fans, and also record the show. You must have your OWN VIDEO CAMERA and bring it to the show.
Here's how you can get selected to be a part of this experience: email a link of a video you shot (this can be concert footage, a short film, ANYTHING!) to TENdocumentary@yahoo.com by Friday, June 2nd. Please do NOT try to email a video, just send a link to a site like YouTube where we can watch it. Also in the email, please specify which show you are going to and give us your full name and phone number. The other information we need in the email is what kind of camera you have. We prefer a camera that records to Mini DV or DVD-R but if you can upload your footage to a CD-R or DVD we can probably use it. We will contact you if you have been selected.
Once the footage has been shot, it will be edited into an East Coast documentary and a West Coast documentary. The videos will then be watched by the bands and their fans and a winning coast will be chosen. The contributors of the winning film will each receive a $100 gift certificate to the Drive-Thru Records online store... and eternal fame and glory!!!
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[21 May 2006|01:47am] |
This weekend. my mom hates me. nervous break downs. my friends hate me.
To quote reel big fish...... Everything Sucks.
EDIT>>>>>>
by tomorrow this will be gone.....
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[10 May 2006|04:02pm] |
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I want to know your plans~ say anything! |
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umm pretty much i have the best job del mundo... this is my dream job..... yes! sorry to all i've been flaking on and shit its hard working alot then volleyball and then school but this next week will be easy cause of star testing and on saturday there will be a hang out...... so if you wanna join on the fun do so. .....
P.s i have some awesome news...
gordon is huge! BANANNA CREAM PIE! FUCK YEAH ...... Thats not the news, if you wanna find out what the news is you best come back and check this shit.
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[03 May 2006|11:20pm] |
i start tomorrow.
for those who dont know
i start work tomorrow at drive thru records!
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[23 Apr 2006|11:28am] |
Skipping beats, blushing cheeks I am struggling
Daydreaming, bed scenes in the corner cafe
And then i'm left in bits recovering tectonic tremblings
You get me every time
Why d'ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go
Follow you home, you've got your headphones on and you're dancing
Got lucky, beautiful shot you're taking everything off watch the curtains wide open
Then you fall in the same routine flicking through the TV relaxed and reclining
And you think you're alone...
Why d'ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go
One of these days, you'll miss your train and come stay with me (it's always say goodnight and go)
We'll have drinks and talk about things, any excuse to stay awake with you
You'll sleep here, I'll sleep there, but then the heating may be down again
at my convenience
we'd be good, we'd be great together.
Instrumental
Why d'ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go
Say goodnight and go,
why's it always always
goodnight and go
Darling not again
Goodnight and go
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[18 Apr 2006|01:48pm] |
you guys might not believe me.... . but i found a street fighter tribute album...... i have lyrics.
I want to know how tough it's
I want to know the place where my soul is burned out
In order to draw two and the simple answer which is not
I continue following an endless way
The hair waving in the scorching biting wind
The body flickers slowly like a flame
It's prevention about feeling intense to quiet inside
Nobody can stop the blow the wave motion emitted
The days which shed each other blood mutually started again
I want to know how tough it's
I want to know the place where my soul is burned out
In order to draw two and the simple answer which is not
I continue following an endless way
It has run through fighting to the extent that it cannot finish counting
Am I tough? Can I become how far tough?
The again same thought is only repeated
The dream of the dragon which rises in the heavens is seen
I want to know how tough it's
I want to know the place where my soul is burned out
In order to draw two and the simple answer which is not
I continue following an endless way
Wave motion emitted
The days which shed each other blood mutually start again
I want to know how tough it's
I want to know the place where my soul is burned out
In order to draw two and the simple answer which is not
I continue following an endless way
I want to know how tough it's
I want to know the place where my soul is burned out
In order to draw two and the simple answer which is not
I continue following an endless way
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[16 Apr 2006|04:57pm] |
you know i really was thinking about this.... im not who i wanna be. i had a reason to stand up and be different from people. and im not josh. i dont even understand what and were shit changed... well actually i can tell you. i sprained my ankle which made me sad cause i couldnt play vball. the thing that makes me happy. then danicca decided it would be cool to take my heart out and look at each part of it. while i was awake. and then sophia is gone. it was a hard time.
but i shouldnt take the easy way out of everything..... and i have for the last couple of months. and i need to stop it. Its not josh. well its not the josh i want to be. i dont see myself as a stoner. i shouldntrun from my depression. and honestly its fun. but times up lets do this.
i must not forget this. i had a friend help me work stufff out alot long time ago... and im using it again because its the same.i need it for myself i need to see it to know who i am.
you know.... i've done alot of thinking and i really liked friday until i got to the party. its nothing specifically agsint the people who were there, but because of them and because of the type of person i am, i ended up drunk. that's not what i wanted to do, because thats not the kind of kid i want to be . i dont want to let it happen again because this is something i believe in im not doing this for anyone but me. i realized that i spend too much time trying to do things for others, trying to make them happy, and im letting myself get hurt. from now on, im gonna live for myself. if you cant handle me, fine. if you cant adapt to me changing you probably arent worth being my friend anyway. i am writing this as a caution to myself in case i ever start feeling as if my friends and peers can force their ideas on me just because of who they think i am. i am writing this as a reminder that deep down i know what i want to be and it is not someone to pushed around. at the times i am weakest, ill read this and i will not be pushed around again. from here on out, you dont control me. i will be exactly who i choose to be, and that person is not going to drink because it is what his friends see fit to do with their lives. you can do what you want, but so will i. and this is what i want. i want to drink milk with james dean. can you live with that?
This isnt to do anything for anyone, but myself. i dont want to be "straight edge" . I wanna be josh. I will not lose.
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